If Its Meant To Be, It Will Be

I already think of it like a hundred times untill I think my head is full. Well, from all the failure that I experienced, from all the tears and from all the trial, one thing that I could take is 'whatever it is, whenever it is, if its meant to be it will be'

I found out myself being so depresed like for a week and that word strenghten me. Then, i realize there are so many things that I should be grateful about. Also, from that moment I could take an inclusion, when something go, there are another thing will come. Allah will never let us alone, Allah will never let us sad. 

As a human being, we have our own scenario that already scripted. Everybody different. We can't force ourself to be like somebody. Each person has a role and each person is a main character in their own life. Don't blame yourself if you already try and its end up fail because at the end of time all we can do is try and try and try again and let Allah do the rest. 

Pengalaman Seleksi XL Future Leaders Batch 8, Tears and Joy

So, u guys who read this maybe wondering what is XL Future Leaders? Well, let me tell you, XLFL is a scholarship program for college student in all around Indonesia, no matter what is ur major or what University u in, u have the chance to join this but make sure that u still in 3rd-5th Semester. In this scholarship u will get an amazing oppurtunity to meet 149 selected participants in all around Indonesia and sadly I'm not one of them :) But I'm proud enough that I made it till the last test that is interview. So, for you who want to know the detail about the test, here are some information that maybe will help you.

1. Administration test

Well, you have to fill the form in their website and there are some questions about how well u know about yourself, how good ur leadership skill, and some basic data about your biography. In this phase, there are around 17000 participants that pass this.

2. Online Test (english+GMAT)

In this phase you should have ability to answer the english test because they want to know how good ur english skill. This test consist of some questions just like national exam in multiple choice. There is also GMAT test which is the test that will challenge ur leadership and critical thingking. After all, all I know from this test is u need to think that u are the leader and how good you can manage ur employee. As you can see just around 1000 who lucky to take this oppurtunity, and I'm lucky enough :')

3. Case Study and FGD

Well, because I'm from Central Kalimantan and sadly not on their list to do it offline so I take it online. So its called Virtual Case Study. We have 45minutes to solve the problem that they give. The Case is all about IT and employee management. Because I take online test, i didnt have oppurtuniy to do FGD, but this is the point plus of take it online. And Alhamdulillah I can made it till the presentation and interview.

4. Presentation and Interview (The Last Test)

Well, I'm so proud to myself that i can made this untill this far eventough i didnt made it to be 150 selected participants, but I'm okay because this is my first time to join such a big scholarship program like this and the best part about this I  have new friends that deserve to be 150 awardee, proud of them. Well, in this test, they give u one random topic and u should present in just in 2 minutes, u can check the elearn to learn about how to deliver a good presentation. After that, because I take online so i have oppurtunity to take interview without selection. If u take offline, u have to wait the announcement who will be the lucky one to take the interview. And I'm lucky enough that I take this online so I could made it till the interview and I already know the interviewee before. And all I can tell you is, just be yourself, they want to know everything about you, what action that you really do that show ur  leadership skill in ur reallife.

This is definetely the longest selection that I have to join in mylife. The first announcement is on July and its end up on October 4th. So sad because of 3 from Kalimantan Selatan that join this, I'm the only one who didnt make it. At the first time I knew that I didnt make it, I really sad maybe way lil bit depresed because I'm too overconfident that I would make it. But I knew there are a lot of oppurtunities out there waiting for me.

And for you who want to know the detail about this maybe I can help you, just find me on IG: rahmidanr. Goodluck!

Resep Ayam Masak Kecap Sederhana

Well, gatau deh ini random banget tiba-tiba kepikiran mau nulis resep dong hahaha pede banget ya Allah. But Its okay, aku harus pede mulai sekarang. 

So, here we go

Bahan:

1. Daging ayam 1/2 kg
2. Bawang bombay 1/2
3. Cabe rawit (opsional aja, aku suka pedes soalnya)
4. Cabe merah (biar cantik ada merahnya)
5. Daun bawang (sesuka hati, ini hiasan aja supaya ada hijau hijaunya wkwkwkw)
6. Bawang merah (untuk bawang goreng)
7. Garam secukupnya
8. Gula secukupnya
9. Micin dikit (demi apapun aku tim micin, masakan gaenak tanpa micin seriusan huhu but you can skip this if u r a healthy person)
10.  Kecap secukupnya
11. Minyak goreng

Steps:

1. Ofc the first step, keep all the ingredient hygienist. Jadi cuci dulu semuanya kayak daging ayam dan bawang-bawangan itu. 
2. Daging ayamnya digoreng dulu setengah matang, kalo terlalu matang nanti pas dimasak kecap malah keras. Tapi kalo kalian suka ayam yang juicy, gausah digoreng bisa juga sih cuman ya takut bakterinya aja. 
3. Potong bawang bombay, cabe rawit, cabe merah, dan daun bawang, dan bawang merah. Make sure sebelum masak bahannya udah tercuci bersih dan udah kepotong semua jadi pas masukin ke wajan ga repot lagi gitu.
4. Masukin minyak goreng secukupnya untuk menumis bawang bombay, cabe rawit, dan cabe merah. Tunggu sampai warnanya kekuningan.
5. Setelah itu, masukan daging ayam yang sudah digoreng setengah matang tadi.
6. Masukan Kecap, garam, dan gula, dan micin secukupnya sampai warna ayamnya berubah menjadi warna hitam kecap. Some tips, gulanya ditaburin diujung wajan supaya ada kesan karamelnya gitu terus perlahan dicampur ke keseluruhan masakan dan juga pemilihan merk kecap disini sangat penting sih menurut aku karena beda merk beda juga rasanya jadi make sure merk kecap yang kalian pake adalah merk yang emang udah klop banget sama kalian. Kalo aku sukanya ABC/ Dango.
7. Tunggu sampai semua bumbunya meresap, oiya aku bilang "secukupnya" itu berarti menyesuaikan lidah kalian aja, sometimes ada yang ga terlalu suka manis, ada yang suka asin, so sambil masak sambil diicip-icip aja untuk menyesuaikan rasa di lidah kalian. 
8. Last, masukan daun bawang dan bawang goreng sebagai pemanis tampilan.

Sudaaah, selamat menikmati~

How Can Social Media's Life Being Sucks

So, today I've learned some lessons. When i got to see my friend's feed on their social media, it was very crazy that I felt so much insecure about my life. But then, I think twice, what we see on the social media doesn't really show what kind of life that we survive in the real life. I mean, everybody just want to show you their happiness not their sadness and weakness and so did I, isn't it? You know sometimes, i feel like social media nowadays really affect our life. Every seconds in our life, even when we just woke up, we gotta check the gadget to run the social media. Its necessary when millenials and the gen z got so much addicted in this platform. 

There's nothing wrong with the social media itself. The problem is with the user itself. We can't control user to do what they want to do. So, as a good social media user, we can use that platform to branding our self in the positive way, search several information that you passionate about, or getting to know new people with positive impact to your life, but don't too much. Everything good isn't good anymore if you use that too much. 

Things that I should do before get married

There are so manyyyy things that I have to do before I decided to get married
1. Selalu menomorsatukan Allah disegala keputusan dan tindakan yang aku lakuin, hoping he does it too.
 2. Love my self first. Aku harus belajar mencintai diri aku sendiri dulu karena jujur aku aja jijik sama diri aku yang sekarang hahaha apalagi dia?
3. I should know how to cook and serve a dish, pls! Sebenarnya bisa masak tapi terlalu insecure untuk serve it ke orang lain.
4. Be Confident. Susah sekaliiiii, aku terlalu insecure orangnya
5. I should know how to nyuci, nyetrika, nyapu, ngepel dengan benar, efektif, dan efisien. Selama ini acak adul banget ga ngerti meski udah sering dilakukan. Aku tau being a wife itu bukan jadi pembantu dia, but when he is working hard I should make it easier in home right?
6. I should know how to apply outfit, skincare and make up in a perfect way, pokoknya gamau kalah sama cewek lain, harus bisa cantik wangi rambut bagus in front of him! harus ga malu-maluin kalo diajak jalan.
7. Harus bisa ngatur dan ngehasilin uang, jadi kalo mau apa-apa ga cuma bisa minta gituuu
8. Mengutamakan prinsip pemasukan=pengeluaran. Balance! Gitu juga saat menerima sesuatu harus memberi sesuatu.
9. Harus bisa menerima semua orang, harus baik ke semua orang, gaboleh pilih-pilih karena pada dasarnya manusia itu unik.

Sekali lagi, manusia hanya bisa merencanakan selebihnya Allah yang bantu.

New Start

Hi, ini aku di usia 20 tahun.
Ga nyangka bakalan nulis lagi disini dan untungnya ga lupa sama passwordnya hehe
Blog ini mungkin akan menjadi saksi kisah kisah hidup aku kali ya hahaha
Well, semakin bertambahnya usia semakin menambah pemikiran-pemikiran baru aku tentang suatu hal. Semakin banyak juga aku tau tentang dunia.
Aku ga peduli ada yang baca atau ga disini dan kuduga cuma aku aja yang baca, thats good who cares?
aku ingat banget dulu pernah nulis kebingungan aku tentang cita-cita masa depan disini, dan akhirnya dari semua list profesi yang aku cita-citakan GA ADA YANG BENER. Udah deh ya terus aku mulai mikir gausah deh direncanaain gitu gitu akhirnya aku masuk Kesehatan Masyarakat dong haha. Emang ya manusia tuh cuma bisa merencanakan selebihnya Allah yang menentukan. Sekarang, aku cuma mau menunggu ketentuan ketentuan Allah lainnya deh. But still, I have soooo many dreams, tinggal lihat nanti apakah dikabulkan atau diarahkan ke jalan yang lain???